Howdy folks, here we go again, another monday and another week beggining while another month is ending, it’s almost New Year… Its just sad, I hate mondays, I hate it so much I can’t describe it. I woke up this morning already in a bad mood. Because of all this. Thank Go I had a nice night of sleep… no bad dreams or weird dreams… so far… And to help me get in a even worse mood I’m here drowning in unfinished business… there are a lot of work that I have to do but I really don’t know how, I need some help with it… I think I’ll do something about it tomorrow, I’m burried under lots of dead lines… I always kind of enjoyed my work, seriously, it’s not the job of my dreams but it always had a nice enviroment, people were cool and there was always something different to do but… I’ve been hating my job… specially the last month or so. And I can’t do much to change it. I can’t have the job of my dreams (not yeat) and I need keep on working. Maybe the next year can bring me a better place to work.

Raining like Hades in São Paulo right now, just to make my monday better… like says the song, rainy days and mondays makes me down… Actually I like rainy days… not to be out here working, but to be inside my house, inside my bedroom, under the blankets… sleeping. I find the sound of rain so soothing… with thunders and all… not the strong ones that wakes you up startled… but those slow ones. I like to watch the rain fall too… with the lightning crossing the skyes… it’s beautiful really. People may think I’m crazy but I don’t care… I like it!

I wish I could just go home and sleep all afternoon instead of going to school today… specially since it’s raining so hard that probably we will have a blackout in that side of the sector. And I didn’t bring a decent coat and it’s getting cold… I know I know… I’m crancky… but I have the right, okay? It’s monday, it’s raining like hell, is getting colder and I’m tired… I have a lot of thins to do and some very enerving and stupid people just aren’t doing it any easier… More documents with short deadlines just landed on my damn table. Have to work it until thursday… damn it that woman… Well it’s a woman who runs determined depatment here… she just loves to put an enourmous amount of unecessary paper on top of my desk. God… if I could… I woud just… nevermind! She is just so pissed because se can do whatever she wants in every other department, but she just can’t put a finger on my department, so she just throws a lot of extra work here… but you know what? I don’t care, don’t give a damn… because I can manage, I can get everything and do it before the deadline ends.

well since I’m runing out points to post let’s talk badly of the family shall we?? My family goes well, too well in fact, I think… I sent a message to my cousin who lives in Minas, the onw who broke up definetelly with her husband and asked her how she is and she anwered me that she couldn’t be better. Well, I really got surprised, two weks ago she was dying and crying her head out. Now she says shes just great. Whatever… I couldn’t talk to her sister o know if she knew anything about her… maybe she is still in denial. Who knows…

My other cousin and great friend and neighbor and boyfriend of one of my friends is thinking about buying an apartment. I think My dear cousin is thinking about marriage…  but don’t tell him I told you guys about it…

Well, I need to get going…
See you guys around.
Shao